Disturbing…

A few days ago I woke up from horrible nightmares. They occurred back to back and both were substantially depressing. I don’t remember most of my dreams or nightmares but on rare occasions when my sleep is disrupted (for whatever reason, bathroom, knock on the door, telephone) and I end up going back to sleep right after, that’s when I tend to remember what I’m dreamed about.

In this case, I woke up much earlier than usual because I had to use the bathroom. The next thing I know, I’m in the middle of a street in my neighborhood and standing in a crossfire! Bullets whizzed by, some ricocheted nearby…then…at the end of the dream, I had my hands across my hip noticing that my shirt was damp. I looked down at my hands and see yellow goo matter mixed with my blood. Then…I was dead. I woke up completely startled.

My second nightmare caught me by surprise. I was back home on American Samoa and my parents were having an argument and at the peak of the argument my dad breaks out and starts doing a waltz. It was elegant and time slowed down…then, he collapsed with a smile on his face. I tried to revive him and the rage I felt in the dream woke me up. I woke up crying. Wow…I have to admit, there’s been a few times I’ve had dreams move me so much that I end up with teary eyes when I wake up, and this is one of the most powerful.

I called home but no one picked up, probably because of the time difference. I sat up wondering why I just had those dreams then I realized that they were so powerfully that I was able to tap into them and relive the experience. To say I was a bit frightened would be an understatement but I also couldn’t let the experience go to waste so I dug up a sad monologue and read it while under the effects of the overwhelming sadness. The entire process was something else. I couldn’t go back to sleep after that. Could you?

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  1. Liberty says:

    *comforts* No, I wouldn’t be able to go back to sleep after that either. Funny timing since my sister’s doing a presentation on dreaming tomorrow (or I guess today, since it’s past midnight on Friday). I read the stuff on her presentation board and it had some interesting stuff on nightmares, recurring dreams, sleep cycles, and other dream-related tidbits. Especially with recurring dreams, which usually signal something you should address in your waking life. I can’t remember all the details with the other stuff, but then again, it’s late and I should be getting to bed! =D

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